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Rizwan born on 4 oct 1990. Loves to play (duh), Bedok, NYP SBM.

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Wednesday, June 4, 2008
i sometime just feel like crying cos life has been tough so far 4 me. u might see me joking but in reality i wasn't born to create laughter. no 1 will laugh if your mum threaten suicide, but 2 bad, it happen 2 me a few years back, guess the reason for that: tattoos. my bro had completed his hand with tattoos, i went home that day with mum and she cried in a corner, wondering what's her best son going to do next. she threaten suicide, i was crying the whole day. i was scared my mum will do it. but she didn't, and till now i'm afraid of that cos right now my family in a crisis. just now, while waiting 4 soh bee luan, i was sitting down, i was trying 2 think of other things but my mind came back to my family life. sometimes i can't motivate myself, how am i going 2 motivate others. that's y i was reluctant 2 b class rep, my background quite dubious, so i scared people uneasy bout that. that's y i wan 2 quickly end this sem. next sem, i don't wan 2 b rep, let others take over, i'm sure some1 can do the job better than me.