don't speak. i know what u thinking

i feel like a polar bear stuck in the desert yesterday. serious, i played soccer with my classmates after class. my class finish at 12 noon, start at 9. so u can imagine the hotness of the sun at about noon and some more, i'm fasting. so they all can drink after the game. i had to wait till night. my lips went dry. i can't even remember when last time i exercise at about noon.

i played at a slow pace though. manage to provide assist for Saint. at about 2.30pm, we had to stop cos the humidity was too much to handle.

so after finish play, went take to bathe. it feels shiok. then, went to north canteen to check out what emrs mobile selling booth has to display, joel was there. so i bought pink socks. then, suprise suprise, dzikri recognise me, even say out my name. i was kinda stunned. i bought a earpiece.

normally, when i break fast, mum prepare grass jelly. but yesterday, went and buy milk. then, gt donuts too. so eat the donut first lah. being high in sugar, the donut will refresh me.

haha, now no more project doing at cheer's. what a relieve but then we nvr go live. imagine counting stock at cheer's and checking their expiry date. it's kinda horrible. had a farewell session at seoul garden causeway point. Mr Fong paid for all of us.

attend the talk before the farewell session. the presenter went towards me & joel, asking if willing give up seat for some1 else. oh yeah, u know the kind rizwan said " sure, why not" >>> the presenter went and encourage the rest to clap for me. wow, what an honour, was kinda stunned at that point. i didn't want that applause cos there are people out there who do much kinder things than me. so applause for them is more meaningful.

watch 'where gt ghost' with the scmc people... it's a hilarous movie. jack neo is awesome.

been chatting with namira these past few days. haha, she's been doing fine. probably, we gonna meet up again this week.

it's fasting month. i miss my dawn eating (... they call it sahur.....)cos i woke up near 5 30. had a few sips of water then head back to my lovely bed. tiger normally wakes at that time to eat, nt me.

haha, scmc getting crowded now. but i just realise i been targeted in a 'hate' campaign.

when i first step into scmc, i already knew 2 person will target me. and gd luck to me cos they nt going to say to mr fong, they target me. what to do, if people are like that, then, just let them be. one is a male and the other female.

this is sometimes getting quite frustrating for me. really, i mean, if u don't like me, there's no need to be unhappy when other people talk to me. it's kinda illogical. to be frank. in case, u wonder who, u should go and ask nic. cos he happen to sit beside me on tue for awhile. that really irrritate that 2 persons. i also nt interested to trash this thing out with the 2. it's just wasting time.

these 2 always speak mandarin, which goes to show they denying me chance to talk.nvr mind. it's fine with me. i think some1 must knock some sense into their head.

but rest assured, these 2 person don't play soccer. if nt, i sure mati cos later they will stop people from playing soccer with me.

well. met JX at bus stop. lucky these 2 person don't know, if nt they sure unhappy with JX for talking to me.

a few weeks back, i was talking to a scmc mate about buying burger. cos gt burger stall in front of lift outside shopping arcade. that scmc mate later went and ask the male who don't like me about buying burger. the male replied that he won't buy cos i buying the burger. (in mandarin, they both spoke). the female is lagi worse. she's very influential there, tell u, she wanted me out of events team. but in the end, she stay in events team.

i join a few frends to lunch even though i know the 2 haters of me were there. some1 ask me go lunch, i oblige, and just went there to eat. those 2 haters of me were stunned. in the end. both look unhappy.

but be careful, go and advise them, don't die of overunhappiness.

i had a shock during my 'coffee session' with mr fong. he told me that my sense of humour is a strength. i nvr heard people saying that humour can be a strength. he went and explain that my presentation skills is hard to find among my peers. that actually refers to my non-usage of cue cards or scripts during my presentation. i defended my style by saying that cue cards or scripts limit the creativity.

he say that i entertain audience during my presentation. it's quite true actually. i know that happens but trust me, i doing my very best to ensure in future, i won't be humourous. i said that being humorous while doing presentation shows that u r nt nervous.

mr fong mention that i gt ability to link things fast. this one i abit unsure how to interpret. i think he analyse or observe my presentation. and that it was a waste i didn't present the to-be or as-is. but too bad, my team mates don't trust my presentation skills. if only they think like mr fong.

he also ask bout my dreams, i wanna be an entrepreneur. i nvr reveal my s'pore idol experience cos it will sidetrack.

u know alot people out there criticise me whenever i present. u will realise when i do personal presentation, i just stand there and say whatever that comes to mind.

actually, it's very rare see people do presentation like me. no cue cards or scripts.

kk, enough bout presentation. today is namira bday but she's unwell again. gd luck for her exams and rest well. it's quite gd that she don't like flowers.

fasting month gonna reach soon. just few more days. geylang gonna be popular cos gt the bazaar. there's where the entrepreneurs can display what they wanna do. it's a gd platform of biz.

i only need another week to complete my TEP

feel really flattered when some1 called me 'messi'. felt abut weird but i guess mayb they felt i deserved to be called 'messi'. well, i played soccer wearing a barcelona shirt some weeks back. so that's reason y they call me messi. nt messy.

actually, there was a craig david lookalike at the s'pore idol audition but then, he didn't appear on the show episode.

it's abit hard to communicate to namira actually. she like to appear offline on msn. then, suddenly will chat me up if she saw my PM. so use facebook alot communicate with her. actually wasn't a love declaration on facebook. was just some words to cheer her up. she's fine now.

f1 fever gonna hit s'pore soon. haven't been playing my f1 game on my hp. no time, now like quite busy.

lately, been quite lots of cat around my neighborhood. some look quite cute. the cats will wander around. then, suddenly will just sprint like usain bolt. it's ok if cats suddenly wanna invade ur town. unless when those large animals like giraffe or cheetah decide to invade ur town, then u gotta shift. LOL. no such animals exist in s'pore jungle by the way.

halo halo. alot of u mistakenly think namira is a NYP student. if that ws the case, i would have been the happiest man alive cos that means can see her quite often. she's actually a bukit panjang govt high student. she live in CCK and also skool in CCK. she taking o level malay and english this year, take the remaining o level subjeks nxt year cos she a 5na student who skips n level.

i chat with her since late last year but only met her in june 2009. she was single when i started to meet her.

aiyo NAEMAH, u start the ball rolling. after u ask me bout namira, the scmc people started also asking me bout namira. by the way, namira dad name is also ADAM. but she and naemah NT RELATED.

i hope namira is recovering well from her sickness. kk, haven't play soccer for 2 weeks now. i miss soccer more than i miss namira.

TEP gonna be over for me. classical time gonna be for me. well, TEP quite fun lah.

hohohohoho, met Namira on sat at lot 1. she wanna get high heel. ask me buy it for her as her bday gift. so i accede to her request. well, her high heel cost around 30 dollars. so i think it's quite affordable. after that, rode the train to jurong east. she achieve her dream of hugging me. was quite suprised when she wanted to hug me, but no choice, i hate to dissappoint pretty girls. so just hug her lah. no big deal anyway, just a hug

now, namira is sick. i think she's sick cos she miss me... that's y. nola, joking la. anyway, now flu season, so hope u mates take care of urself.

i think i found someone who deserve to be nominated for singapore most kindest and prettiest female nt gonna reveal who, it's nt namira. she's quite hot too, but think she gt bf already. u all pandai pandai guess eh. (gt clue, she gt black shirt)

a'pore turn 44. so fast. love the parade and fireworks of NDP. the logistics needed for such event is tremendous. but the event was well received. majulah singapura. gonna be 50 in 6 years.

RYAN,,,, real madrid nt gonna win champions league. so too man u. the reds will get that crown.

been busy doing projek these past few days. amazing race postponed to nxt week. gt farewell dinner coming soon and bday celebration.

gonna teach u all a malay word:......bulan means either moon or month....

had to overtime on fri cos gt cheers stock count. it's the projek so me had to abandon hopes of playing soccer on fri after skool.

wed, went to YCH warehouse. it looks quite nice though. their recreation room gt pool table and table soccer. that sounds like kinda suitable for me to work there. had to go jalan kilang barat cos CILT provide transport from there. while inside the bus, the CILT staff ask if we were on attachment. i said i would love do my IPP at the zoo or night safari cos they also need supply chain. transport animal is also logistics, u know.

then, after returning back to jalan kilang barat, i went to queensway shopping centre. wanna scout for my replacement of my puma king shoe. to be frank, i feel like buying the whole store there. the leo messi F50 looks quite attractive.

fasting month will be arriving soon so must start preparing. then, it's gonna be hari raya.

halo halo

fri

went to pizza hut junction 8 for makan session. order baked rice. it was quite nice. so went to nyp at about 3. then go pay for personal selling. clear my time off that day at 3.30pm. at 4pm, went and play soccer with year 3 biz management student. then, iz and his mechatronic mates played at about 7. i join his team later on. nt too bad, i assist 1 goal

sun

had a match against SGX at BGSS astro turf. i play the full 80 min as a striker. we equalise through azlan free kick, then our hearts were broken cos they won via an own goal. so team momentos lost 2-1. so our last match vrs teban on 16 aug.