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Thursday, July 31, 2008

today, met eileen at bus stop near engin skool, took bus 45 together. had a wonderful conversation with her.

• jenny by Click 5


• tell me it's real by K-Ci & JoJo


• all my life by K-Ci & JoJo


• how you remind me by Nickelback


• stop and stare by One Republic


• with you by Chris Brown


• when i'm gone by Simple Plan


• i'll make love to you by Boyz 2 men


• i think god can explain by Splender


• ruby by Kaizer Chiefs


• that girl by Frankie J


• the way she moves by Zion featuring Akon


• my love by Justin Timberlake


• cinderella/umbrella (remix) by Rihanna featuring Chris Brown


• it's not over by Chris Daughtry


• superman by Foo Fighters


• low by Flo Rida featuring T-Pain


• i write sins not tragedies by Panic At The Disco


• lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off by Panic At The Disco


• flying without wings by Westlife


• andai by Merah


• cintaku by Merah


• hasrat by Phyne Ballerz


• sepenuh hati by Spoon


• memori sekuntum rindu by Spoon


• bayangan gurauan by Mega


• mengusung rindu by Spin


• diari seorang lelaki by Pretty Ugly


• ketahuan by Matta


• kain cinta putih by Putra


• itu kamu by Estranged


• kasihnya laila by Jinbara


• farhana by Jinbara


• jesnita by Exists


• kusadari by Syed Azmir


• pop yeh yeh by VE


• bila rindu by Ruffedge


• sementara by Cradle


• hati terluka by Billy Zulkarnein


• akulah kekasihmu by AXL

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

went for accounts tut. after that, eat at mc. then, wanted to go home, joel ask wan 2 play soccer. the time was 3.30. i agree, soccer start at 6.30 at the basketball court.

did warm up. during game, my right knee clashed with someone's knee. after that, i was involved in a head clash. last game, joel was my teammate, lost via penalty shootout, joel miss his penalty. finish game at 8 35pm. after that, go home.

if u wan 2 know how much i spent on being oral com rep, it's about $20. my copy was supposed 2 b free, but i felt unfair so i decided to pay for it myself.

• lesson plan $6.00


• ica1 brief $4.35


• ica1 checklist $0.65


• ica2 brief $2.90


• ica2 checklist $2.90


• ica3 brief $5.80


• ica3 checklist $0.25

for lesson plan, a copy was given to hajjar. she didn't know she was at the wrong class. after that, she went to the right class.

for econs ica2 brief, my mum was kind enough 2 use photocopy machine at her office to photocopy the ica2 brief for my classmates. the cost if use skool photocopying shop will b around $5.80. so u all must thank my mum for that econs ica2.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

started the day with presentation about McDonald's. talk crab during Q & A session.

after that, had POM tutorial, did a skid. acted as joyce lim. i didn't use my original voice but a lower pitch one. i realise winnie ( POM lecturer )and other people was laughing when i use a lower pitch voice of mine during skid. can't use my own voice cos not suitable for female. when finish skid, soo kiat told me he recorded my lower pitch voice.

robbie keane today join liverpool. he's a great player while at spurs. hope he can do well at liverpool. brazil men's olympic soccer team beat s'pore selection 3-0. a good scoreline considering kaka & robinho wasn't there. if both of them played, the score would have been much bigger.

Monday, July 28, 2008

if i had the option of choosing when my life end, i have chosen the time just before i turn 14. after that, my life was like a roller coaster. used 2 cry just before sleeping at my bedroom during 05 & 06. after that, realise the tears didn't bring any benefit.so stop crying. basically, in 05. my mum go home cry inside her room cos of my bro.

05, started playing soccer weekly at bedok south. relieve stress.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

what a great day it was 4 me. went to east coast to celebrate my nephew bday. he turn 3. he love bob the builder. swim in the sea too. had fun cos throw water balloons at each other. after that, play beach soccer, long time nvr play soccer. so quite rusty. had a scary moment while playing beach soccer cos my right knee hit my opponent knee. hobbled awhile after that, but feel no pain. so continue playing.

if i had heard a pop sound after that clash. i straight away stop cos that's a sign of knee trouble.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

Reunion pic of sec 5a
In black is timothy, studying in sbm nyp media studies
In blue is khairuddin, studying in SP....in Aeronautical Engr....
They are my fren in sec school
Khairuddin likes to bully me wen in sec skool....
He so talkative & like to crack jokes.....
He is a joyful person who likes to make frens wif others....

As for Tim, he's a quiet person.
Two friends of different personality xd

khairuddin like man u but favourite player is fernando torres.
Reason y he came all the way here cos' he wanted 2 watch his hockey team play against ngee ann poly.......but, it rained heavily...so just a snap shot of him wif timothy @ the library....

khairuddin got 11 for his L1R4 for o levels last year. his cca point was A1 which mean that he got 9 points.

khairuddin is a member in the hall of lame of sec 5A.

i thought khairuddin came to watch the SP female hockey team play but turn out he wanted to watch the SP male hockey team play.

i show khairuddin my classmates photos cos he wanted 2 know what my classmates look like. shakira's photo capture his attention. he say shakira pretty. i agree with his opinion.

1. as i chat with khairuddin outside the nyp stadium, suddenly fion sms me


2. in the sms, she ask for her jersey 2 b given 2 jennifer sister, joyce tmr


3. i was stumped cos i don't know any1 by the name of jennifer or joyce


4. fion realise her mistake later, apologize via sms


5. i ask khairuddin 2 reply 2 her back on my behalf via sms by my phone


6. u know what khairuddin reply back to fion, haha nvm....next time do again...lol...


7. fion reply back, lol, i don't wan to waste message ah. haha. okok shall cya tml in skool


8. then we headed to north wing of library level 4 to meet timothy. had long chat till 8pm.

today, sat beside lionel during accounts lecture. he's a year 3 student. actually, lionel was seating somewhere else but he give it up for Princess Shu Fen. found out he live in jurong, interested in tennis & wrestling.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

so happy today cos got A for ica 2 oral com. 40 marks to be exact. when medora say i got A, i ask her am i dreaming. she said no. really nvr expect to get an A. must thank jowena cos she called me just before i did my presentation on that day. if she nvr called me, might not have got an A. mind u, that's was an important call cos she ask me to inform class that her accounts tutorial change time from 12 to 11. I was preparing for presentation but that info jowena give me was vital also. so my mind was in a whirl.

here am i preparing for presentation, u give a info which is so important. so when went up, i just try my best. got an A. thanks jowena for that call.

and if u wan to know what does it feel 2 b class rep, it feel shiok. felt like very important to class but let me remind u don't b over-reliant on me cos that's dangerous. but i assure i'll work hard to ensure u all get what u deserve. it's great to see fellow classmate succeed because of me. so my advice to u is to find my successor for next sem cos i got no intention of being class rep for next sem.

but today, i was feeling chest pain right after eating. my condition only improve after stats lecture. i had chest pain on friday morning while boarding train at tanah merah. reach skool, quickly go eat but still doesn't improve until after POM lecture. i think it might be due burnout cos i've been struggling to juggle class rep work and skool work. add some personal problem to it.

Monday, July 21, 2008

today, i sent jowena an email. the email was to suggest her to held a minute of silence for her accounting tutorial on wed 23 july 2008 as a mark of respect for the tragic loss of Qian Ru father. it's up to her if she wants to do it. i don't mind if jowena wants the moment of silence to b more than 1 minute.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

stupid me. i send qian ru sms regarding the feedback session. inside the sms i go say have a good monday tmr. apparently, i didn't know her dad had pass away prior before sending that message. my main intention of saying have a good monday tmr was to wish her having a good day. there was no malice. i know having a funeral won't make it a good day. so sorry for that. i nvr anticipate such a situation. i regret that decision. i try and be more careful with my actions and words in future.

today woke up early cos must go toa payoh mcdonald's at 10 to do ica 3. go check wallet after bath, lost $4, my bro "take". yesterday, lost $20, today lost $4. he nvr tell he "take" the money. i was livid by that. he nvr apologize for "taking" my money. can do lots of thing with $24.

i put up with him for long time already. i've been trying my very best not to start a quarrel with him.

i can still remember a quarrel between my mum & bro. my bro go throw the fan blade at my mum. the fan blade miss her by a few cm. i don't know what they were quarreling about but surely there's no need for him to throw fan blade at mum. my aunt and uncle came over and scold him.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

today, i was supposed to finish doing my part for econs project but i had to entertain visitors to my house. was doing some work halfway, mum ask me to go buy food for visitors. my bro volunteer but i had to tag along cos his bike is a sport bike. so ride bike to near bedok stadium to buy food. then ride back to home. then i went in home, my mum ask me to go out again to buy some cake. i go & take my wallet. found out my $20 missing. my bro prime suspect. not 1st time he "take" my money. but he only take the note not coins. so left only coins. if i know, i had change the $20 to coin. the other day i went skool with only coins. he took my $10. my parents know he take my money but just ignore.

i got quarrel with him before and he say he'll kill me right in front of my mum. he show a knife right in front of my face. my mum as usual try to protect me. but i know he dare not kill me so i was relax. why be afraid of death. then go sleep, mum come and ask me to leave house cos she scared he really kill me but i just continue sleeping and still alive right now.

Friday, July 18, 2008

happy birthday xue ting. if u don't know who she is, she's the ogl at the orientation day. the 1st day was horrendous. played some games and dance. 2nd day was better for me. i acted as an ogl for a skit on the 2nd day of orientation. anyway, i think noone from BN watch me acting. 2nd day orientation, only 4 boys come. joel, soo kiat, anson and me. play some water games, after that went to practice for skit, so i miss the second half of 2nd day of orientation. would've been fun if could join class for the second half.

today was a great day for me. eat breakfast with mr hew at north canteen. he told me during his glory days, he had a malay girlfriend. that's why his malay is good. as usual winnie mention my name as ridwan during her lecture. then, sharepoint lesson will enter the hall of fame as one of the best lesson i've had. for stats tutorial, the class got compliment from eddie yeo.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

today was my 3rd time riding motorcycle to skool. my bro bike. i was the pillion rider. i turn 18 on oct 4 2008. usually, i take 45 or mrt to skool. but today, bro offer me a ride to skool cos he reporting at mandai camp. usually, he report at bedok camp. he say he need 2 reach camp by 9.30. i said it's ok to reach skool before 10. my intuition tell me it was all right to ride bike to skool. so we exit house at 8.15am. reach skool at 8.48am. but my parents don't like me riding bike to skool. safety concern. they scared of losing both son. another thing, my parents also don't wan my bro to die with tattoos intact.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

yesterday, i was planning to sleep while inside bus 72 cos the journey took about an hour from amk to tampines. when i reach the bus stop outside block p, it was raining. usually, i took bus 45 back home but yesterday, got impatient waiting for 45 so took bus 72. when i put my first step on the bus, my phone rang. my phone was in my pocket and i was listening to a song on my phone via earpiece. a song by a male artiste.

then, the song stop and i realise that a female voice was coming from my earpiece. i went up the steps to the 2nd floor of the bus. the female voice turn out to be jowena neo. then she told me she's on mc today so no accounts tutorial. ask me to inform class about it. i sat down and started checking my phone for my classmates number. i just change phone so i scared some numbers might b lost but turn out everyone's number is there. what a relief but my phone battery was low at that time. so, a journey which was for me to sleep change to me sms everyone about no accounts tutorial today. mind u, sms 29 person can take about an hour. after i finish sms,
my handphone battery went flat. nice timing.

for today, was quite a great day. had econs lecture, after that, eat at koufu. then "study" for ica 2 accounting at library inside the silence corner. i was approached by this female wearing green shirt in the library. she ask me if i was quite free. i said yes. then she ask if i could be involve in testing out a new voice recognition system. i said yes. so i went for that testing of the new voice recognition. got $7 for just 120 sentences. was thrilled by that. michelle, lina, farah, shakira, ezzah and naemah got $7 also by taking part.

after that, went back to "study". played bomberman a while then i went out of silence corner, go sit with the girls. ezzah realise her labtop charger was missing. she called her parents and maid to find out where the thing is. turn out hui-min use ezzah charger. hui-min didn't realise that her laptop charger was still inside her bag all along. i went home took train from yck to jurong east to bedok. hui-min alighted at woodlands.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

POM presentation, my group was the 1st to present and 19 mins was our time. after that went to NYP student forum on innovation. peter hackett was the guest speaker. he's a race car driver.

Monday, July 14, 2008

Sunday, July 13, 2008

can't wait for semester 1 to end cos 4 semester 2 i'm not going 2 b rep for any module and class. told jowena that a few months back in her office. think she forgot it. like 2 thank everyone who has help me in any way. i appreciate your help. the class has been brilliant. serena, fion, ernst, cher pang, wei quan, qian ru, siew ling, tian jie, elisa, jojo, zerene, shakira, anson, naemah, atricia, hui-min, soo kiat, michelle, ezzah, joel, nicholas, cassandra, kwang yong, brandon, jian xiong, sze min, farahizza, yit ling and amalina deserved a better person to be rep. so just wait for semester 1 to end. for semester 2, whoever take over from me will bring the class to greater heights.

i still feel awkward becoming rep for econs, oral com and class till now.

Saturday, July 12, 2008

friday was a unique day. i played bomberman during break, won a few rounds. my confidence got boosted by that. studied stats since wed. now i realise the SAS system is gaining popularity in BN class. i was the 1st to introduce the url for SAS system to BN class. i'm sure of failing the stats ica 2.i wrote a disclaimer on the paper. i wrote the following: I'm sorry if my marks were not up to your expectation. i promise to work hard for semestral exam. i sign. thanks for guiding me. you're a great lecturer.(eddie yeoh]

Thursday, July 10, 2008

yesterday, quite good day 4 me.played bomberman during break. had great game. during accounts tutorial, won the word scrambler challenge but sadly the prize wasn't there. i thought my group lost the challenge but turn out i was wrong. stayed back at library, did some econs. play pool at amk with nic, soo kiat and hui-min. lost all matches but nvr mind the most important thing is not to win but to take part. eat at sumo house. miss watching anugerah band final and beach ball babes cos reach home after 10.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

my aunt got lupus. i nvr heard of lupus before. what is it u find out yourself. she got discharged but my cousin got warded in changi hospital cos of heart attack.

friday, i go eat breakfast with mr hew. had nice chat with him and came for lecture at 8 57am. as usual, winnie mention my name. play bomberman during break. html test was tough. went hospital after that, visit my aunt. go home late. sat, went hospital again, visit cousin & aunt. bought dinner at simpang bedok, again go home late. sunday, went hospital visit cousin & aunt. went home. spend the rest of day doing my tutorial. monday went skool do POM project. 1st time in nyp on monday.

winnie keep calling me ridwan, which happen to be my cousin name but he pass away just before my o levels last year. he died of liver cancer, left behind wife and his child, ricky bahrain 5 years old. pity the child, lost father at young age.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

i got shock today when my mum sms me saying my aunt got admitted at changi hospital. this aunt i call her Cik Bun Tat. cos yesterday, Cik Bun Tat called me and from the tone,i knew she was unwell.she live alone with 9 cats. i was wondering what happen 2 her. so i called mum before accounts lecture. my mum say the doctor suspected cancer. i would skip account lecture if her condition was serious but then my intuition tell me that she's not in a serious condition. so i visited her after skool. her body temperature was 40 degree celcius. it hasn't subside when i came.monday will know the result.

accounts lecture was great. i had a chat with this year 3 guy from Sports & Wellness. he was sitting beside hui-min and cass. near the end of lecture, he was sitting on the steps beside me. the guy was wearing black. it happen that michelle was wearing black so i go disturb her say the guy live in khatib. then, on the way to medora class, michelle wanted 2 know what i chat with the year 3 guy. i chat with him bout sports & wellness and NS.

okay people, i shall announce my hiatus from blogging till monday. monday when i know the result of what happen 2 Cik Bun Tat, i'll decide when 2 resume blogging. take care. gd luck to everyone.

Tuesday, July 1, 2008