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Thursday, November 27, 2008

had fun at cafe yesterday. lester actually invite me to sing at the end of the session. was pretty shocked by that. went up and sang a verse of chan mali chan.

watched liverpool play just now. not bad. they won 1-0.

my sleep was disrupted today cos some1 ask me whether econs ica changed to 8am. this person apparently was misled by some1. there's no change. now, i jus wanna know y that some1 wan to "sabo".

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

yesterday, left nyp at 8 30pm. help cheryl wong do her parachute project with ivin. finally we succeed. wanted to leave earlier but since i got time to spare so y not just stay till it finish.

the parachute project deadline is today that's y we rush yesterday.

access ica was a disaster.

tmr i got invitation by the crusaders 2 go 2 their cafe. alot of crusders want me 2 b there. so i guess i hav 2 b there.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

had fun playing captain's ball on fri at sports hall. more sweet, they use my soccer ball

play captain's ball for awhile then go for friday prayer

Saturday, November 22, 2008

went skool today 2 go play in street soccer competition. i'm in red pda team. play 2 match. one for red pda, the other for pink pda. lost 1st match 1-0. lost 2nd match 2-1. i provide the assist for our only goal. jun, keith, silas, wei long n benson were my team members.

went to support the crusade captain's ball team. their team name was shine for him. jin ping, rachel, jack n some other people were shine for him members. they got knock out after losing their 1st match. after that, they went n support us play.

i'm still class rep.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

if music be the food of love, play on

Monday, November 17, 2008

to be frank wif u. i have actually inform jowena via email that i'm gonna step down as class rep last thursday.

but she haven't give me any reply yet. i leave up 2 her to decide. if she reject it, i remain as class rep till end of semester. if she accept, she'll chose some1 to take over.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

i hope the incident at my house on 31 oct 2008 will not happen again.

it's been 2 weeks since that incident, but still mum n bro cannot communicate.

i find it odd.judging from past incidents, it takes bout a week before things resume as per normal. but i believe they will communicate one day. so i'm patiently waiting for that moment. hope it will come soon.

i'm grateful for the support people give me regarding that 31 oct 2008 incident.

Friday, November 14, 2008

really enjoy badri lecture. quite fun

as usual during break go friday prayer at al-muttaqin. but this time took bus. i also realise there's a kfc outlet beside the mosque.

after marketing tutorial, hang out @ crusade corner located at nyp mcdonald's. silas played f1 challenge using my laptop.

i'm not a crusader. please note that.

jack n me left skool after 7 30. we walk to the pasar malam at ang mo kio ave 10. nothing much there. then we go home after that.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

i promise i'll remain as module rep for effective writing till the semester end.

i believe some1 is angry n upset wif me. i admit i'm in the wrong.

anyway, i hope the weather nxt wed will allow me to play soccer.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

soccer cancelled today cos of lightning. we don't wan to risk becoming "bbq". but we still got nxt week to prepare for 22 nov competition. jack playing captain's ball on 22 nov.

after econs lec, go to the crusade room. go meet some frens there. silas play f1 challenge on howard laptop. the screen was broadcast.

left crusade room, go nyp library. saw naemah sis at nyp library cafe. then, join wei quan, cher phang, nic n tian jie. but they left later to go sbm library.

i stayed there till 5. left wif charmaine. when i told her, i playing soccer later, she was rather peculiar. she say something bout lightning. she was being negative rather.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

today go makan @ north canteen. met lester there. his bday today so go n sing the chinese version of the happy bday song. i realise his frends including charmaine was laughing when i sing it. he give me a small cake.

after effective writing lesson, go see carina lee bout marketing ica.

after that, go nyp mc, saw jack. accompany him go makan @ north canteen. then at 5 go celebrate some1 bday.

Monday, November 10, 2008

i'm uncertain what will happen in the future. i just hope that things will get better. i don't wan to suffer anymore.

sori that this blog contain alot of sad stories these past few weeks.

i try to put more positive things in the future on my blog.

i realise the tears i shed doesn't make much of an impact. it's always better to hurt urself than to hurt others.

Sunday, November 9, 2008

i'm cheerful back. every1 is fine in my family. only my mum nvr talk to my bro ever since my phone was smashed.

sending the tv n fan my bro smashed for repair soon.

anyway, i'm taking part in a street soccer competition organised by SIT club on 22 nov. it's held at nyp. joel taking part also but he's in another team. my team is red philidelphian. joel team is pink philidelphian. ivin idea to name the team philidelphian. he'll b the coach for both teams.

hope to do well in the competition.

i made some progress on my marketing ica.

vivien lee say to me, i must set up a class fund. it's to reimburse me for expenses relating to effective writing module. but i find the idea a hassle. so i decided to continue paying for the expenses. the lesson plan cost $4.20 while the mock ica cost $2.80. so total i paid $7

went to wei long bday party. it's at jalan daud. he live wif foreign students.

reach the place at bout 7pm. ivin, mylene, cheryl were there too. after the cake ceremony, i n run xiang went to wei long room to watch arsenal vrs man u. when we switch it on, arsenal was leading 1-0. then, silas, philip, joel, arun,jack n wei long join us later.

when arsenal score their 2nd goal, joel n run xiang were excited. man u managed to score later in the game but they lost.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

fri

after marketing tut, meet mr hew, then go makan at north canteen wif him. he treat me to roti prata. finish makan, head over to the crusade corner @ nyp mcdonald's. relax there. after that, colin, jin ping, cheryl, ivin n me go watch sing to the dawn @ marina square.

the movie is a local animation movie but it contain too much song

Friday, November 7, 2008

my mum has been deranged since last friday morning incident. something's wrong wif her.

she did discuss wif me last saturday bout taking a personal protection order (PPO) against my bro. but she decide against it later.

i feel the PPO is gd for her. it'll guarantee her safety. but since she don't wan it, i respect the decision.

it took some time 2 adjust to changes in the house.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

it's been a tough week for my family. we all have been trying to come to terms wif it.

i really worry alot bout my future these past few days. i just don't know if i'm heading the right track.

wed

learn daceasy software. after that, met jowena cos she got something for me. she say i can quit as class rep if the position is a burden to me. that's a nice thought but i'll overcome my problems n bounce back. so my vow is not to give up.

saw michelle eating alone at mc around 6pm. so i decided to chat wif her for awhile. on the way back to north canteen, saw jack. so i say to jack got this pretty girl at mc. i happen to know this pretty girl. what happen after i left mc, i got no clue.

felt a little bit better today cos play soccer score 1 goal. play as right back.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

i admit the incident that happened last friday affected me alot. my mum probably had the worst effect.

this's not the 1st time, my bro went rampage n destroy things. he has done that since 4 years ago. it take quite a while to recover from such incident.

it's really painful to see my own mum crying over that incident.

i know life must still go on.

but i got no regret over what i did on last friday morning.

i cried twice in skool on mon. i cried after the lab lesson n at nyp mc after lecture. but i felt better after crying.

SBM Day 2008 will be celebrated this year on Wed, 12 Nov 2008 at the Theater for the Arts, beginning at 3pm.

The aim of this event is to celebrate and recognise the academic and non-academic achievements of SBM students in the past year.

Monday, November 3, 2008

sakit hati ini bagai dihiris sembilu.

SIT club organising sports champ on 22 nov @ nyp. 4 sports r contested, basketball, street soccer, floorball n captain's ball. i'll b joining the crusade team to take part in street soccer. hope to win. training will continue as per normal. so starting from this wed, we'll b preparing for sports champ.

Sunday, November 2, 2008

i actually didn't wan 2 get involved in the quarrel between mum n bro. but no choice. when i went in bathroom, i heard something being hit. that's when i realise, my mum was in danger. had only 2 choice, ignore it or stop it. i chose to stop it. heard my mum cry. just couldn't hav the heart to ignore it.

the fear of my laptop being smashed also cause me to act that way

in the end, my n78 become the victim. it's beyond repair. bought a nokia 5220 as replacement.

felt like a loser upon seeing my mum cry. the heart felt like it had been stabbed.

as a result of that rampage, there's some changes in the house. house phone, tv n fan at living room, fan at bro room was damage.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

friday

i was unhappy my bro lost temper. so i got out of bathroom wif towel wrapped round my body. i ask him "apa hal, siol?". he reply saying he unhappy wif me for the question i asked. since i not gonna get the answer i wan, i resume my bath. after i finish bath, my mum say my n78 was smashed. as i exit my room, i could see destruction elsewhere.

after that disastrous morning, went 2 skool with a heavy heart. but badri lecture quite fun.

then go friday prayer at al-muttaqin mosque.

after marketing lecture, lepak wif crusaders at nyp mcdonald's. then watch tropic thunder at marina square wif joel, ivin, jia xuan, cheryl wong, cheryl lim, mylene, wei long n 2 more people. movie finish near midnight. catch the last train home.

when i reach home. debris was everywhere. nvr did i know, the destruction was like a tsunami had hit my house. my cat tiger had to sleep inside my room.

saturday

was cleaning the mess in living room when bro came back. he did help out in cleaning. did some repair to the damage done.

my mum say the intended target was me but cos i was inside bathroom. my handphone become victim. think must buy insurance for my handphone.

anyway even if i die, i leave the world wif no regret. at least, try 2 protect my mum.